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[Jun. 4th, 2010|06:40 pm] |
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 NOT LOCKED. although certain entries would be for friends only. i'll be retaining this post because i like the picture very much. :) |
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[Nov. 24th, 2009|04:23 pm] |
don't be so afraid of facing everyday
just take your time it's only life.
what would happen if i just let everything go now?
que sera sera, whatever will be, will be.
the future's not ours to see. |
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[Nov. 21st, 2009|10:23 pm] |
i have a french exam tomorrow, and i am here.
i am going to list who i miss out :
i miss...
1. jolin!! (she just smsed me)
2. jiali
3. weijie romeo boonkiat pelvin steph kaiyan wenyan edwin bobby jimmy junhui (they are one package haha)
4. paul
5. nerine
6. ger
7. dog M
8. ben
9. cyn and hans!
10. and last but most impt :beebs
those whose names are not hee doesn't mean i dont love you or that you're less important or anything. it just means GOOD! i've been seeing you/ talking to you even in the midst of my exams and other ennuyuex nonsense nose shit.
on a rubbish note, jean francois was cassandra's first(?) oral examiner!
goshanadan i just wasted a good 45 mins. |
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[Nov. 19th, 2009|10:49 pm] |
i guess, in a way, God has been merciful to me.
he's made me to be emotional, but i'm also not a fighter.
in that way, though i get sad over failuredefeatloss, it also isn't too difficult for me to accept it and resolve it within myself.
for everything that has your shadow, they will fade away.
note to huifang: i think i feel stronger and more confident now. thanks for everything :) |
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[Nov. 9th, 2009|06:08 am] |
DEAR MOTHER BITCH,
piss off, anus.
P/S: i know it sounds weird to have two names for someone but im much too ANGER to care.
light note: cannot wait to go home and open all my packages. |
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[Nov. 4th, 2009|12:12 am] |
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je m'appelle kityee. je suis singapourienne. je suis dix-neuf le fait de continuer vingt. je suis etudient a l'universite de NTU. j'apprends lecons francais a ecole alors je peux parle et ecris un peu francaise. je n'aime pas le langue francais parce que c'est difficile beaucoup. je deteste ecole et je voudrais finir l'universite sans même commencement. Le week-jour est ennuyuex. Le Samedi, je vais travailler a novena avec ma bonne amie tiffany. je n'ai pas vu tiffany pour une longue période alors j'attends impatiemment de travailler avec elle samedi. je dont sais si je devrais aller pour Daniel's NS night. c'est difficil dire non. 他妈的。life sugggggs. |
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[Nov. 4th, 2009|12:08 am] |
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every once in a long while, i read blogs. i would visit all my friend's blogs and feel miserable. i miss my friends very much. everytime i read about their lives, i hate myself for allowing so much time to pass without them. dear me. uni is god damn depressing. |
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[Oct. 27th, 2009|04:08 pm] |
Shadows fill an empty heart as love is fading
from all the things we are but are not saying
can we see beyond the scars and make it to the dawn?
What about now? what about today?
what if you're making me all that i was meant to be ?
what if our love never went away?
what if its lost behind words we could never find?
baby, before its too late, what about now.
every new day i hope, every new hour i wait, every new minute i shrivel, every new discovery i wilt.
minutes pass, hours pass, days pass, weeks pass. i know im supposed to focus on the far end,
but baby what about now?
i try to think that i will survive the consequences, and that its not going to be all that bad, or all that different.
but what if? i never get pass that. |
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| shi megaaaaaaa:) |
[Oct. 1st, 2009|09:18 am] |
i know its really stupid, but i LOVE the new macdolnalds advert. when macdonalds came up with the 'hey, chi fan le ma' fantastic advert, i loved it. now its the mega advert and omg, everytime it comes up, i will smile myself silly. its damn cute!!!! the expression of the guy when he says shi mega is damn funny!
i am very tired. i slept at 2, and i was in school by 745.
me = lag lag lag lag lag lag lag damn lag in school work,
me = need to dropz out of schx
SHI XHUANG CHENG DE BA? SHI MEGAAA!!
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[Aug. 25th, 2009|09:50 pm] |
university life is not a bed of roses. it is a motorcycle. when you decided to take on the ride, you have just decided to put yourself through a tornado, spoiling your hair and all. (you know, when you sit lorry then after that your hair gets all stiff and weird)
my goodness, the past two weeks had swung by SO FAST, i havent had a moment to catch my breath. endless readings and stuff to do. im alr lagging behind. yes, its not half as bad as the prep for A levels, but honestly, i cant remember how it was like back then and so i dont have the 'i did it last time, so now i will make it for sure' feeling. haha i dont wanna seem proud, but actually, when i think about the horrendous A level student life we all have/had, i really marvel at the strength and tenacity we possessed. the workload, and the quality of it all within a short span of 2 years now seems impossible to me. okay, whatever abt this alr.
last week, i went to watch the play (subsidized by CAM-AOG) 'Spelling Bee' with victor, nico and marshall. overall, the play was not too bad. the actors were really good. throughout the play, i thought the cast were all really children. it was only after the show that i found out from victor that they were actually adults already. but i felt that the show was very blend. there wasnt a climax, and the show was just going on a straight line all the while. the interaction segment was/felt pre-rehearsed. and the people invited on stage are (highly suspected) planted. i think because the play felt too rehearsed, i wasnt brought into their world, i wasnt part of their story. it made me feel conscious, that im an audience, sitting on a stiff cushion chair WATCHING a play. i dont know if there is any thing wrong with that. maybe it felt like that because there wasn't sincerity? so, in a nutshell, i learnt that enjoyable, convincing and sincere acting needs to come from the heart. you really need to be the person, and not act like the person. you need to enjoy it, so that people would watch it like its being played for the first time, like it wasnt rehearsed.
i am going to read my 10 questions, and surgical fix for tmr's tutorial now. ttys friends.
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